February 2012
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tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
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Um.
I want longer hair.
I wanna be a billion sizes smaller than I am.
I want my nose pierced.
I want my “mistake” tattoo off of my damn skin.
I want greener eyes.
I want a dog.
I want to perform on stage.
I don’t want to be sick anymore.
I want my daddy back.
I want it to rain.
I want to fall in love one more time, and have it last forever.
I want tomorrow.
January 2012
10 posts
Beautiful people...
… they exist. Genuinely beautiful people exist in many numbers. And the best feeling in the world may be having your heart touched by their kindness and love. Thank you.
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I missed school.
I admitted it. I am not ashamed.
I missed learning. And I missed laughing at my teachers.
I'm. So.
Tired.
It’s crazy… I have so much to do before tomorrow and I’m just freaking exhausted! ):
Ugh. Hope I don’t regret this nap I’m about to take.
Merry New Year, Happy Christmas, all that..
2012. I literally heard half of the people I passed on the streets discussing how we all were going to die.
I mean, first off, why would you believe in something so negative without any real proof that it’s likely? Why live in such sorrow all the time? I mean, hey, I respect that you and I have conflicting beliefs, but, lighten up, man. And, second, don’t bum everyone else out! (x
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December 2011
26 posts
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So...
I’m still ill. Even more so than yesterday. But I’ve got more energy. Odd?
So, starting tomorrow, I’ll begin with my cooking, crocheting, manicuring, DIY-ing fiasco, and then pretend like I’ve actually put some thought into my winter break assignments as I quickly blow through them.
Yay tomorrow.~
Merry Christmas, Internet.
I hope everyone is even marginally as content with life as I am.
Family and love and (even if there’s no snow atm) the cold weather. I’m happy. Perfection can’t be achieved. But I’m close enough to it to shut my mouth and be happy. And it’s pretty damn awesome.
Much Love.
Merry Christmas.
"You look just like..."
It’s rare that I get compared to anyone, since…
a) I don’t really look like anyone in my family b) I’ve got one of those “unique” faces/builds c) most people make intelligent comparisons
but when I am compared to someone, it’s always my brother. Which I find hilarious. (since my brother’s going through his “I’m 20 years old and I have...
I think...
… that a lot of people are a LOT smarter than I am. And I should take the advice of the people I care about.
So I did.
And I made a list of things I’m going to do now that I’m single and a mess. (Haha. :])
In short, I will be crocheting like a banshee, DIYing the hell out of my life, going vegitarian, pampering myself like crazy (honestly probably just doing things...
God's Humor
idreamoflabels:
I have no choice but to believe that God has a sense of humor, since I am so often the butt of the joke.
Tuesday Night...
Hospitals. Empty beds. Pressed sheets. Cold room. Call the mortician. Broken hearts, though already broken. Losing hope. Losing friends. Alone. Cold night. Alone. Barely breathing on the ground. Hypothermia. Sick. Ill. Twisted. Hallucinations. Dreams. Loving brother. Understanding. Bring me joy. Bring me happiness. Bring me a solution.
I won’t sleep until the morning. More medication,...
Insomnia
You know what I’ve not done in a while? Stayed awake to watch the sun rise. And by that I mean literally watch it. Not stay awake doing work or something and look out of the window and see that it’s morning and say “Oh. Look at that.”
Some times insomnia pays off. I saw a beautiful sun rise this morning. And I made a new friend who needed my help at an early hour.
Good...
Also, Puscifer.
I remembered why I love Puscifer oh so very much. Should have a warning label on each album that says Warning: May cause the want to dance, jazzercise, draw, be creative, and cook.
C u r r e n t l y d r a w i n g & l i s t e n i n g t o O c e a n s .
I'm getting a puppy!
Rescue or otherwise,
I’m getting a puppy. :3
It's 3 AM.
So a few things come to mind when people mention “resolution.”
First of all, no one ever keeps them. Baha.
First of all, I rarely ever have them, since I make new goals for myself all year round. But I do have a list of things still on my to-do list.
Take more pictures. I have a camera. Never use it anymore.
Edit more pictures. I used to be beast. Stopped doing it.
Write more...
What hurts the most?
My favorite way to learn about someone is to play an intense, honest game of 20 questions. So we’re about 8 questions in and the girl I’m speaking with asks me, “What hurts the most in life?”
I didn’t know how to answer, since I couldn’t really pick just one thing.
But, now I do.
Kassidy, I’m hurt most by people that forget me, and things about me. When...
Love is love.
Because my little cousin is a very bright young woman ——
“Black, White, Gray, Straight, Bi, Gay, Old or Young, Love is Love.”
Friday Nights.
Performing. Driving. Movies. Driving. Late night. Bacon sammich. Milk. Bunny. Friends. Gas money. Stupid keyboards. Un-miced pianos.. AWOL sustain pedal. Falling asleep. Lonely theaters. Kodak moment. Love. Stories. Memories.
This is bliss.
And then there were fewer.
Best thing to do after getting not-broken-up-with-but-at-the-same-time-broken-up-with? Family Guy, Dane Cook, South Park, lots of yummy fruit, fuzzy animals with warm pink tongues and waggy tails/twitching noses, beautiful $300 guitar, and a sketch book.
This is the life.
“Never allow them to rob you of your peace.”